The smoke clears and in whispering waves of self-mutilation I can see the dark sky fall to pieces. The world is sometimes too heavy to breath and the dead surround me like an ocean. I can’t recognize the reflection looking back through the mirror. I only grasp the concept of what it’s like to walk through life with a stranger holding a knife to my neck. The empty shell of a shattered boy I know possess is my new skin. Pain is my only horizon, hate, is my only form of flattery, ugly is the world around me and nowhere beyond the infinite infrastructure of the eternal lonely soul can my blackened heart be found. If you want a glimpse of torment and bittersweet visions delight, I’ll gladly cut my head off so you can look down the hole. Nothing there will bring the joyful bliss you crave Read more ...

The smoke clears and in whispering waves of self-mutilation I can see the dark sky fall to pieces. The world is sometimes too heavy to breath and the dead surround me like an ocean. I can’t recognize the reflection looking back through the mirror. I only grasp the concept of what it’s like to walk through life with a stranger holding a knife to my neck. The empty shell of a shattered boy I know possess is my new skin. Pain is my only horizon, hate, is my only form of flattery, ugly is the world around me and nowhere beyond the infinite infrastructure of the eternal lonely soul can my blackened heart be found. If you want a glimpse of torment and bittersweet visions delight, I’ll gladly cut my head off so you can look down the hole. Nothing there will bring the joyful bliss you crave. Drinking lighter fluid to start a fire inside my guts, I am on a slow painful ride through the underbelly of hell and I wont mind if this is where we say goodbye and go our separate ways. I am inside of you. Living and breathing. I am William Control